tangible

trials subsided. on the side of the road. never escaping, establishing a path. the path is established. the cycle of working then realizing it was done all along. ready and fresh to witness. satisfactory self forgiveness. get to this. root. the root is important but so is the fruit and the stem and the leaves and the flower and the change. the change when the weather withers, organic matter. the whole experience. the anger is mature but our joy is fresh as a baby. listening to the birds. listening to the wind. listening to time as it slides by. listening to our inner world. a whole universe. life in all its splendid dichotomies. comfort in the solitude. the silence is blissful. the noise is powerful. the chaos the calm the chaos the calm. ebbing and flowing like the nothing in everything and the everything in nothing. the future and the past are both fleeting memories. reflecting on our past visions of now and our current visions of then. its all equally transient. its all equally infinite. its finite. its shifting. improvised. infinite knowledge to learn infinite knowledge to not know. the beauty expands in all directions the pain does also. the pain the beauty the pain the beauty is pain. the beauty isn’t pain. the feeling. the nothing the everything the something the only a little the everything else the nothing else the everyone else the you the us. outside the wind is joyous. there is no original spark to the eternal flame. bask in the glory. always is always was. always isn’t always wont be always will be always wont be always will be. the ebbing and flowing and up and down. we know but we also don’t. we are not but we actually then we are not again. that’s the ugly. that’s the beauty. the raw. that’s the warmth ,that’s the cold ,that’s the young ,that’s the old. no one knows. but everyone knows but no one knows. i am we. we are made up of many i. me and them. two eyes. finite skin. particles. cells. breathing. in out, inhale exhale. neither. both. back and forth. forth and back. shift. stay the same. shift. shift. shift. sleep. wake. dream. play. see. the day unfolds. predict. or don’t. won’t know. will know. do know. could know. can’t know. did know. should know. so many ways to know and not know. infinite things to know and not know. infinite things to do and not do. in the future present and past. paths. waves. the sound of waves. reading on the beach. the sun and the sand burns. the ocean. walking in one direction. walking in both directions. the opposite direction. back to the entrance. it never comes. it never did. it did. i love you. we love you. you are loved. embraces. engages with feelings. we can engage with whatever we like. we are all holding hands. we are here. you are amongst family. we love you.