Fluctuations

Life as contradiction. 

Life in 2 dimensions, life in 3 dimensions. 

Higher above. Lower Lower Lower than below. 

All the events we saw through a kaleidoscope. Amongst the fractals. Amongst the fragments. 

Set in stone, transient fleeting stone. Erosion, become dust, become sand. The wind carries all.

It’s over, but what was it? Undetermined end date on suffocation that proliferates.  Investigate the shapes within arms reach. Redesign how the words are held, before they are spoke. Find the through line. similarities and replicas. 

Individual weaved into the collective into the individual. Lineage, self determined lineage. Liquidate and melt into the amalgamation of all things experienced. Finite experience, Finite existence. Follow the details. The devil is in the details, but the angels too. Numbers and symbols. It has been said it has been written it has yet to be said it is being written retold and translated. Impressions.

Leaves fall onto my backpack. Investigate the veins of the leaf. Climbing up a tree only to find it was covered in Poison Ivy. The torture method involving a boat and ropes and covering someone in honey while they float on a body of water. Bugs, bugs, too many bugs. Cover the evidence. Embody a crime scene. True crime, fake crime. Crime as a spectacle. Extreme violence to break up the mundane violence. Become a spectator, become nothing special. Wear your heart on your sleeve. Be present. Covert self sabotage, throw it out.

Selling a buffalo nickel watch. Selling the coin collection. Mercury head dimes. 1883 penny. Wooden pallets fashioned into a fortress in the woods. Waiting for a deer to pass by, just maybe, just maybe we could kill it. The silence was excellent. We never killed. Music at a quiet volume, no music at all. The noise in the room or the universe on our shoulders. Supernova. 

Stumbling through the packed corridors, we have no breathing room. Clutter to clear. A dead deer in the freezer of a house long abandoned. Trespassing. What’s the time? Quantify exhaustion, write down the measurements. What can i stomach? Writing the biography of a dire bitch, writing the biography of a ghost, writing the biography of all we see. The daily fluctuation in morale. Defeated.

Destination as a projection of destiny. Destiny as the opposite of free will. Destined for greatness, destined for failure. Destined to not have a destiny. Destined to create the destination. The journey becomes the destination. The path arrives. Weave the tapestry, stagnation disrupted by a pebble falling into the puddle. The journey unfolding, undulating. The ebb, the flow. At odds with the fundamentals. The ever changing, an illusion, a mirage. 

A stone is tossed in the wind ; Fluctuations in an infinite tide pool.