catch 22
childhood as a catch 22 polyglot creative projects simulacrum existence in service and what for? incongruous with self incongruous with the incongruous intervention intervene fluid veins intravenous vacate premises rotate leave vacate leave excommunicate exile exhale inhale exhale exile extrapolate assume consume subsumed into the arms the cold cold arms intention tension censor i’m a sick person eating light bulb’s like chips alone the light, shines on pages of a book of the pages of a book that i can’t recall reading the words burn into my retinas sound escapes the room smoke the sound of fire crackling smoldering stare into the flame eyes dry as if it’s morning follow my lead follow two lines never intersecting synchronicity intersections coincidence a fork in the road a fork in my hand a death in the family a death in the family again open book heart on my sleeve writing hymns keep them close arms crossed life rehearsal swallowed a bucket of tears tone of judgement.